Trusting GOD When All Hell Breaks Loose

Last Monday when my boss called me into his office I knew that the conversation was not going to be good. My Spirit had been a little uneasy for about a week so I knew GOD was preparing me for something. As I walked in my boss' office he looked at me with a sad look on his face and said he had some bad news to tell me. As I sat down and prepared myself for the news he told me that my extension request had been denied and that I had to leave Kuwait by 17 January 2015 instead of 8 July 2015.

As tears rolled down my face I tried to gather my thoughts and make sense of what I heard. What do you mean my extension had been denied I work hard and give 100% to my job? As my boss explained my extension denial did not come from him but from my higher headquarters because someone forgot to process my paperwork and no one realized it until I came off the books on 15 December.

I sat in silence for at least 5 minutes just staring at the wall. I eventually got up and thanked my boss for informing me and walked out doing my best to hold it together. As soon as I got to my car I let it all out.....crying and screaming WHY.....why now. The first person I called was my mother and as I explained the situation to her in between the cries and sniffles she of course told me to calm down and then she asked me why was I crying ......do you not trust GOD? She suggested that I go home and turn on my favorite gospel song and just worship GOD and thank HIM in advance for what HE was going to do.

I want to be all the way transparent and say at that moment I didn't know what I trusted. All I knew was I was going to be without a job. I was mad, hurt, angry, confused and the last thing I wanted to do was go into worship. I eventually turned on Pandora and Shekinah Glory 'Yes' came on as I pushed myself into worship even though in the flesh that is the last thing I wanted to do but my Spirit knew that was the best thing I could do.  I cried some more and prayed in the Spirit and when I was done GOD reminded me of Proverbs 3:5-6 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to HIM, and HE will make your paths straight.'

That night came with more cries and during my 2 am prayer I prayed for favor with my current job or that GOD would open doors as I look for a new job. Over the course of the week GOD reminded me why HE calls me HISBlessedOne and I am forever thankful for that because it brought me comfort. 

I ask that when you go before GOD in prayer that you will say a pray for me that I will be obedient to whatever the will of GOD has for my life as I go into 2015! 

Thank you 

A'Keta Julinate'

 


7 Comments

peanut(your secind mom)
peanut(your secind mom)

December 22, 2015

Yes you already was prepared who and what God was going to blessed you with and he answered all your cries and blessings and you deserve it all love mom?

Chrissy Woods
Chrissy Woods

December 22, 2015

Look at where God has taken u to today!!!!

Kiona
Kiona

January 17, 2015

IT IS WELL!!!!!!

Aunt Louise
Aunt Louise

January 15, 2015

You must go where you don’t want to and do what you don’t want to to get where you need to be and get what you need to get.

clara
clara

January 15, 2015

Lets everything’s going to be aright because you are a good person and God got your back no matter what if no one told you that they love you today God does and so do I. Just keep on ding what you do cause everything is going to be ok you came from a praying family and grandma still got your back just hold on much love Aunt Clara

Dr. HaZelda A. Wilson
Dr. HaZelda A. Wilson

January 15, 2015

I do not know any of what God is doing or going to do. But what a I do know is this- It will be good and you will be filled and blessed.

Agatha Marshall
Agatha Marshall

January 01, 2015

Why did I just cry after reading this. AGAIN! I know we can be selfish because we want what we want…but We never take the time to really know what God has planned. I’m truly thankful for me meeting you. I’m grateful for even just being in your presence. I cant wait for you to share what God has for you. I’m praying daily… that maybe he can keep you here a little while longer. Lord knows I need you in my life!

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